Dealing with suicidal thoughts? Maybe this can help

I know, the title is scary, but don’t worry. Even tho I had some rough patches in my life, I never had suicidal thoughts. I always felt it was something morally wrong, almost equal to taking someone else’s life. Many consider that you are the owner of your life, so you decide everything around it, including giving up on it for good. If you think about it, the fact that you have a life, that you breathe, is not actually your possession. You didn’t create the living force inside you. You received it at birth, as a gift. So are you allowed to end it?I don’t really know how often people talk about suicide, but what I know for sure is that since I was a child, I was surrounded by people who threatened to do it, who considered doing it, and who actually did it, or at least was about to do it.

If you are one of those people, maybe it’s not a coincidence you stumbled upon this blog post. Keep reading.

On my path towards spirituality I gathered some information by reading a lot, by meditating and also from dreams -information that gave me a lot of hope in my difficult times. I’m going to share some with you. Maybe you will find comfort in what I will say, maybe not. If it doesn’t resonate with you that’s OK.

Buddha is quoted as saying, “Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense.”

Before we reincarnate into a new body, we basically know where we will live, who is going to be our family, and what character we will be. We also have a “soul family” , souls that come together in the same period on Earth,to support each other or to help one another learn things. We also choose some spirit guides or they are chosen for us. A kind of guardian angels, that live in the spirit world, but watch over us, and guide us to follow the path  that we intended.

If for example in this life you intended to learn patience or forgiveness, it is possible you chose a family where your parents are very difficult people and give you hard times. It was an agreement between you and them. If you wanted to be an artist, it is possible  one of your parents is also an artist to introduce you as a child to this area . To find out what was your intention to learn in this life, look carefully at them and see what’s bothering you. That is one of your lessons. You can’t run away from family. That’s the whole point. If you have a friend who is bad to you, you can avoid him and never see him again. Simple. But if it’s from your own family, you can avoid them for a while, but it’s still there a strong connection, especially with parents and siblings. Don’t fight against it. You wanted to be like that.

Everyone searches happiness in life. In our current society, we strongly believe that a job, a house, a good pay check, traveling, a relationship , brings us happiness. The truth is, those things encourages us to be happy. But it doesn’t make us happy. Happiness is a choice. Is just by saying, “I am happy from now on”. The more we search in the external world for happiness, the more empty we become inside. If by chance, the external pleasures disappear, we find ourselves so empty, because we haven’t discovered the treasure and the beauty of our soul. And that’s when depression kicks in.

Happiness is like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder”

Henry David Thoreau

What is our purpose in life actually? Why do we come here? For every person the answer is very different , but there is a common goal :to raise the frequency of the planet.

Emotions such as anger, hatred, suffering, shame, guilt,

judgment, and lust make us feel more physical, because they carry a frequency that is slower and more like that of physical objects. However, the more elevated

emotions such as love, joy, and gratitude are higher in frequency. As a result, they are more energy-like and less physical/material.

Some people are born with a natural light in them. They don’t have to do a specific thing. They just have to be. They are the kind of people that always have a smile on their face and it’s really nice to be around them. Most of them don’t know about their ability, but they are capable of raising the frequency of an entire shopping mall or city. Usually their soul is very old and they lived most of the time on other dimensions or other planets, where the frequency is very high, and they volunteered to come to Earth to help out. They run by the names of Indigos ,Star Seeds, Crystals or Rainbows.

Other people have the ability to raise the frequency through a talent ( a book, a song, a dance video etc). Haven’t you noticed, that when a specific song plays on the radio, the entire energy of the room changes? It can be powerful.

Others just by doing the little things. The small things.

We cannot do all great things. But we can do small things with love”

Mother Teresa

Because of the thousands lives we have, on this planet or on other planets, there is a lot of “baggage”, so our memory is erased when we are born. Not all of the lives we had were good. We might of died in a tragic way. Or had all sorts of conflicts. So it’s better to start fresh.

Because of free will (a law that dominates the Universe), we sometime move away from our initial path, we start to feel lost and a black period may begin. Some call it ” the dark night of the soul”. The spirit guides and angels want to help us, but can’t interfere because of the free will.

To receive help from the spirits we must allow them to help us. This is done through prayer. Here are two of my favorites:

Oh God, help me believe the truth about myself, no matter how beautiful it is”

“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,

Courage to change the things I can

And wisdom to know the difference”

When I say God, don’t imagine a bearded man. God is in plants, in animals, God is in us. God is love, actually.

Much God to you all.